Sad isn't it? No it's not bad unless you know me. I'll explain a little later.

Let's my dad got married....I think. He came home wearing a wedding band but he's never really told if he's just wearing or if he indeed tied the knot.

Then Adam gets married. Congrats to him. I may have to turn the site into Dirk Nowitzki fansite.

I had raccoon in my house. I got him out but he died a day later. I'm not kidding. Snow shovels are great for getting raccoon out the house.

Then my cat had kittens on me. I'm not kidding. I picked her and out popped the first kitten. I didn't notice anything so I sat her outside. Then I heard a mewing sound. I look on the ground and there it is. I grabbed the kitten put it in the pet carrier we had. Then she had one outside. She had four in all so now I have six cats. My boyfriend did make a comment that she was getting fat but I thought that it was because she ate alot like my other cat.

Here's the parts that makes me wish this year was over.

A guy who had a crush on me in high school got sent to the psych ward. It doesn't really surprise me but it got me a little worried. I considered him a friend up until junior year of high school when he started spreading rumors of us dating even though I was dating someone else. One night he called 911 saying he was going to kill somebody. I hadn't had any contact with him in two years and he e-mailed me up to the month of the 911 call. One of the first e-mails he sent me about I completely ignored him said I was a bad friend, he felt sorry for me cause my dad "abandoned" me and my boyfriend and I were in a relationship that going no where (I hope to god he doesn't hear about this). Oh yeah, he also said I am going to die and rot in hell. He told 911 he was going kill someone so yeah. Two years later and he's still trying to contact his bad friend.

Anyway, the reason why my friend will probably go back to the psych ward. On payday I usually sit outside and smoke before I go in. Payday meetings are pretty long and boring.

Well, in January I was sitting outside and talking to my boyfriend on my cell phone. Out of the blue he asks me to marry him. I didn't believe it. I thought he was joking around. Being the smartass I am, I said, " Yeah sure, why not" while laughing my ass off. He got mad, started yelling, and hung up on me. I didn't mention it for awhile since I knew he was mad but I got the nerve to talk to him about it. He acted like he didn't remember it happening. I knew he was lying since he asked me why I bought it up after so long. I never said anything about when it happened but he knew it was awhile ago.

I feel bad for him though. The past year he been kinda hinting at getting married like when broke up with me because our relationship wasn't progressing, he's to get be more like girlfriend instead of a clueless idiot, saying we need to spend more quality time together, and he's been wondering what he wants to do with his life. Then our friend is actin odd. I told her about what happened and she made up some excuse to get off the phone.

I am not open to my dad about my relationships but I did warn about everything. He was kinda shocked that I have been dating my boyfriend for four years but I can understand why. Next weekend I'm off of work. I have to go eat dinner with family and go to my co-workers wedding. Well, Jamie is planning my whole. I highly we'll go to out to party since he doesn't like me drinking. I had beg him to go out on my 21st birthday so this kinda weird.

I have been busy. I had a wedding and and baby's 1st birthday I had attend. No it's not my kid or my wedding. Of course, I have been working alot. We go through new people like water which makes their little workhorse.

Of course, I have been guy trouble. Yeah, we always break up when it gets close to the time we met. It's been almost 4 years. Second longest relationship I have had is two months.

Then of course, I got sick with a cold.

My friends and I are planning our birthday parties. My big day is in February, my boyfriend's b-day is at the end of December and my friend has her's January.

Anyway, I did but some links and facts up.

I have working on alot. I was sent to work the pysch unit and ended up having pudding thrown at me and being slammed into a wall.

Then my guy friend's grandfather died so I went to the funeral. Then getting a hold of my boyfriend is hard.

I have still managed to add some new screen caps for you guys on the Adam Sessler fan thread. Yes, I also read the fan thread. Heh.

Well the Weezy and Swish podcast featuring Adam is out. I found it pretty funny especially when they started talking about Lionel Richie.

It looks like Call For Help is going to be on Google Video. That's about the bright light in life right. Okay, my life isn't that bleak but it's close.

Now the title. Well, heh. Yeah I'm nervous about saying this but I might be...well..pregnant. Nope it's not official. I took two urine tests which said that I was not pregnant.

It all started during Memorial Day weekend. I had a family gathering in my hometown. My aunt from Texas came up. One of my other uncles asked if there was any announcements family wise. My aunt raised her hand and said her daughter was pregnant. That got me thinking about how that "time of month" hasn't came for about a month or so.

I'm hoping I'm not but you never know. It's not planned and I was on birth control. I'm hoping that the missed period was because I was under a lot of stress last month. Heck, I'm under a lot of stress now. I usually start my period the first week of the month. Well I skipped May. Now it's wait and see for June.

I have been thinking alot about any other signs I that I am pregnant and boy the situation isn't looking too good. My co-workers have noticed changes in my diet and behavior. At first I passed it off as the weather changing. It's unusually hot here in Illinois. Anyway, my diet is much healthier than usual. Less soda and more water. Then they claimed I have been having mood swings. Then I remember a fight my dad and I had a few weeks back. He told me my sleeping cycle has been going crazy and that sleeping for 10 hours straight isn't normal.

I'm afraid of how my dad and boyfriend will take the news if I am indeed...pregnant. I don't think it would come as a shock to them but still. I am the youngest out of my siblings and my boyfriend wants to wait before we get on the baby bandwagon.

My friend off of the G4 forums is probably the most informed out of everyone I know. I have a feeling my boyfriend is actually getting ready for me to say those words. It's giving his dad his truck and is going to get a car, a family car. Oh yeah, no one except my co-workers and my guy friend know about this.

Damn bastard.

Yesterday I called my boyfriend to see if he wanted to meet up. He said he needed to go to the bathroom and he would call me back. He never did. I get to his hometown which is on the way to work. I cross a bridge leading into town and the first thing I see is his truck. I called him and he said he seen me too. He was taking a friend to pick up his truck.

Last night I left work early. I had everything done by 8:30 and I leave at 10:30 so I asked my nurse if I could leave early she said yeah as long as I write down my report. Well, one of the nurse shift people came out so I gave her verbal report.

When I left I called my boyfriend again to see if he wanted to hang out. No he needed to pick up his wallet from a friend's house. I thought surely he would he would want to get some. Nope. He was too tired. After I shaved my legs and did my hair. Thankd god I waited for the makeup.

Now I am thinking about revenge. Okay not really. I am thinking about making him uncomfortable though. Tomorrow I am having a small family reunion so I should ask him to it.

Okay this isn't too funny. I guess Adam won't be hosting X-Play. Yeah a little late. I guess he'll be on Weezy and the Swish on Saturday. Thank god I have the weekend off.

Anyway, one of my many boyfriend (heh) asked who I thought was attractive. I said Adam Sessler and he threw a fit. He called Adam a dork. My boyfriend needs to look in the mirror. He likes Power Rangers. That's very sad. He also watches Dragon Ball Z and owns most of DBZ games. If it weren't for me he wouldn't have gotten into gaming. Then again he's probably trying to impress but it's not doing it. Then he said he was going to try to dress up like Adam Sessler for halloween then maybe I will hump his leg. Well, he would need to lose about 150 lbs and change his voice.

Then he said an odd thing to me. He seen a guy who reminded him of Adam Sessler and he wanted to punch me. Why I do not know. Jealousy perhaps.

Then I made a boo boo at work. Before my shift started my co-worker asked why I felt the need to have two cell phones. They cracked a joke saying I needed two cells because of my many boyfriends. My co-worker/friend said I should keep Andy (Mr. Power Ranger)  around since he spoils me and to ditch Jamie (Long time boyfriend). They she said something about getting rid of the one that keeps screwing up. I asked, "Which one Jamie or Andy". She told she meant the cell phones not the guys. Oops

Yup It's me. I have been meaning to updated the site but I have been busy with my unique so-called life.

First off, I got a new job. I m working as a nurses' aide but at a new place. I have been there long enough to be put in charge of some new first-time CNAs which means I tell them what to do and they come a bug me about helping them. It's pretty bad.

Then I have been arrested twice for driving under suspension. I already went to court and got it all settled. The best $250 I have spent. Six months in jail or pay $250. Hmmmm. I had to go to a DUI class. My god, I was wound up those nights. The instructor asked what was one affect alcohol has on guys and I responded "They can't get it up". Of course this class mainly consisted of guys. We also got a laugh when the instructor was talking about how cops look for slow moving vehicles and then a cop slowly goes by. The last thing that stuck out to me was how a Jagermeister truck went by real slow.

Then there's my personal life. I got two new boyfriends. I still have my long-time boyfriend but it's hard keeping all of them happy especially when they all don't trust me. They really don't have a reason to trust me.

Okay enough about me.

X-Play has been going through some changes too. They changed their set and logo. It looks like something G4 came up with but it's not that bad. I like the intro.

Of course, I watched the E3 coverage. It was so so.

Then Adam Sessler is going to be on the Weezy and The Swish podcast. Even more info here.