Sad isn't it? No it's not bad unless you know me. I'll explain a little later.

Let's my dad got married....I think. He came home wearing a wedding band but he's never really told if he's just wearing or if he indeed tied the knot.

Then Adam gets married. Congrats to him. I may have to turn the site into Dirk Nowitzki fansite.

I had raccoon in my house. I got him out but he died a day later. I'm not kidding. Snow shovels are great for getting raccoon out the house.

Then my cat had kittens on me. I'm not kidding. I picked her and out popped the first kitten. I didn't notice anything so I sat her outside. Then I heard a mewing sound. I look on the ground and there it is. I grabbed the kitten put it in the pet carrier we had. Then she had one outside. She had four in all so now I have six cats. My boyfriend did make a comment that she was getting fat but I thought that it was because she ate alot like my other cat.

Here's the parts that makes me wish this year was over.

A guy who had a crush on me in high school got sent to the psych ward. It doesn't really surprise me but it got me a little worried. I considered him a friend up until junior year of high school when he started spreading rumors of us dating even though I was dating someone else. One night he called 911 saying he was going to kill somebody. I hadn't had any contact with him in two years and he e-mailed me up to the month of the 911 call. One of the first e-mails he sent me about I completely ignored him said I was a bad friend, he felt sorry for me cause my dad "abandoned" me and my boyfriend and I were in a relationship that going no where (I hope to god he doesn't hear about this). Oh yeah, he also said I am going to die and rot in hell. He told 911 he was going kill someone so yeah. Two years later and he's still trying to contact his bad friend.

Anyway, the reason why my friend will probably go back to the psych ward. On payday I usually sit outside and smoke before I go in. Payday meetings are pretty long and boring.

Well, in January I was sitting outside and talking to my boyfriend on my cell phone. Out of the blue he asks me to marry him. I didn't believe it. I thought he was joking around. Being the smartass I am, I said, " Yeah sure, why not" while laughing my ass off. He got mad, started yelling, and hung up on me. I didn't mention it for awhile since I knew he was mad but I got the nerve to talk to him about it. He acted like he didn't remember it happening. I knew he was lying since he asked me why I bought it up after so long. I never said anything about when it happened but he knew it was awhile ago.

I feel bad for him though. The past year he been kinda hinting at getting married like when broke up with me because our relationship wasn't progressing, he's to get be more like girlfriend instead of a clueless idiot, saying we need to spend more quality time together, and he's been wondering what he wants to do with his life. Then our friend is actin odd. I told her about what happened and she made up some excuse to get off the phone.

I am not open to my dad about my relationships but I did warn about everything. He was kinda shocked that I have been dating my boyfriend for four years but I can understand why. Next weekend I'm off of work. I have to go eat dinner with family and go to my co-workers wedding. Well, Jamie is planning my whole. I highly we'll go to out to party since he doesn't like me drinking. I had beg him to go out on my 21st birthday so this kinda weird.